母親の責任と挫折感 Mother's Obligation and Defeated Feeling

あと３日で日本に行きます。とても楽しみです。今回は私ひとりで幼い子供を２人連れて行くのでジェイコブがとても心配しています＾＾独身のときは「私は絶対に子供に犬みたいに綱を付けないぞ」とかたくなに決心していましたが今日とうとう綱を買ってしまいました。「空港で子供を見失うよりまし」とか言いながら・・・（笑）犬のぬいぐるみを背負う形になっていて、尻尾の部分が綱になっています。私みたいな人の挫折感をぬぐってくれるかのように、とってもかわいーく作ってあります（笑）写真を載せようかのせまいかはまだ考え中＾＾I'll be leaving for Japan in 3 days. This is very exciting, though Jacob is very worried that I'm taking 2 young children by myself this time. When I was single, I was blindly determined that I was never going to put a leash on my child, but I had to admit that it was better not to lose my child at an airport, so I ended up buying one today. It looks like a dog stuffed animal and the tail is the leash. As if it is going to wipe out my guilty feeling, they made it v-e-r-y cute :) I'm still deciding whether I should post the picture or not...